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Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
1:40 am	Hey had to do this Everyone else has this in their profile, and now so do i. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I: 1. I died from natural causes: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking 5. I stole something 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I got into a fight and you weren't there? WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Family: WOULD YOU: 13. Be my friend?: 14. Keep a secret if I told you one?: 15. Hold my hand? 16. Take a bullet for me? 17. Keep in touch?: 18. Try and solve my problems?: 19. Love me?: 20. Date me?: HAVE YOU EVER: 21. Lied to make me feel better?: 22. Wanted to kiss me?: 23. Wanted to kill me?: 24. Broke my heart?: 25. Kept something important from me?: 26. Thought I was unbearably annoying? ~*::And More::*~ 27. Who are you? 28. Are we friends? 29. When and how did we meet? 30. Describe me in one word: 31. What was your first impression? 32. Do you still think that way about me now? 33. What reminds you of me? 34. If you could give me anything what would it be? 35. How well do you know me? 36. When's the last time you saw me? 37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you Current Mood: confused Current Music: Orgy - Dizzy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 29th, 2005
1:42 am	My new theme song Tear down the walls Wake up the world Ignorance is not bliss So fed up with second best Our time is here and now I am the enemy I am the antidote Watch me closely I will stand up - now We will rise Rise above Stereotype Fools Playing the game Nothing unique They all look the same In this sea of mediocrity I can be anything Anything I want to be We will rise - Arch Enemy - We Will Rise Anyone that has a clue to what has been going on lately, knows how this fits in with everything. Current Music: Strapping Young Lad - Satan's Ice Cream Truck (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 20th, 2005
12:36 pm	Maybe the last time at the Plums So Im coming home from work, went into cumbys to grab a drink, ran into my buddy tyler hawley, he told me that they were having a going away party for dan. So of course I went up there. Most of the kids that I hung out with in high school were there. We were mostly drinking beers, playing pool and air hockey. For some reason I dont remember why, some said lets have a UFC tourny outside. Well to make a long story short, I am the lightwieght hilltown UFC champ right now. So dont fuck with me. After that we played more pool, then Gus suggested dennys. Sounded like a good idea, so we were all getting to go. Well Plum wouldnt leave unless this girl that was like 15 went. So we talked her into going. We get to dennys at like 3 am, and they know they should put us in the far corner. Well there is this kid breton. I dont even know we the start. There are three levels of breton. Sober Breton, good. Buzzed Breton, I can deal with. Smashed Breton, fuckin want to kill him. Well he was smashed and saying shit to Webber and Gus. These are two guys, that could easily fuck up breton alone, none the less together. Well in the mean time, Plumadore wouldnt leave the 15 year old alone, so she ended up sitting next to me and hawley. Well after what seemed like an hour, food came, and it was kind of like wolves ripping apart an animal. One second there is food, and with two seconds, there is nothing. Well when we are walking out, Webber and gus are standing there, and I already know what is gonna happen. Breton walks outside, and wants no part now. Well webber wants a part, and just decks breton and the kid falls into the bushes. Gets up and swings like mad, Webber proceddes to beat him up. Then donny gable, one of my sisters old friends, comes running out of no where, and stops the fight. Wierd fuckin random momemnt. Well the lesson of all that is, Dont run your mouth and think you can get away with, cause shit will eventaully happen, even if it is your friends beating the shit out of you. Or the corny verison "Dont write checks with your mouth that your ass cant cash." Well anyway got home for 5 am. There is plenty more to this story, i just dont feel like typing it all. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Soilwork - No More Angels (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
11:05 am	Warped Tour Yep, ended up going to the warper tour with Chris and his friend Chet. Saw some other people there that I knew. Also saw people that knew who I was, and I had no idea who the fuck they were. We walked around a lot, saw a couple of bands that I didnt know, overall though we only saw a couple bands that we payed attention to. Nameless Punk band: Band went on before Atreyu. All they did was stregthen my hate for Punk music. Friggin sucked. Atreyu: Worth watching the crappy punk band. Atreyu was insane. They had a circle pit around the soundcheck, and I was running the wrong way against it, bad idea. Bleeding Through: The reason I went to this show. They rocked. Huge pit. Ran into Lamb, did the wall of death, it was a fun time. a7x: Dont really know much about them, saw them, best band of the day. Gonna have to download some of there stuff to check them out. Great show, pit was crazy, body surfing was crazy, just fuckin crazy. Story of the Year: Really streghten my hate for punk music. Dropkick Murphys: A true punk band, not one of those MTV punk bands, a real punk band. And they were acctually pretty good. Right up front for them too, wasnt a bad show. So ya, the bands I wanted to see, kicked ass. Overall it was an ok day. Ended up going back to chris' house and playing poker until like 2 in the mourning, thought I had to work today, ended up not having to go. Current Mood: content Current Music: Wumpscut - Black Death (Muted Concept) (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
12:59 pm	Yep I havent posted in a week, havent really thought about posting until today. With the shit that has been going on, LJ hasnt really crossed my mind. Nothing really happened until Sunday. Sunday: Went to work for 8 pm. Had to go to Shrewsbury, which is just under Auburn. We leave in the Vans and expect to be there by 9. Yea fuckin right. Hit bad traffic at around Ludlow, got lost in shrewsbury, and didnt get there until 10. Work wasnt so bad, hung out with Lindsey and Patrick the whole time, we had races, I won a couple and Patrick won a few. Lindsey won none, zero, zip, ha. Didnt leave the store until 230, didnt get home until 4. Monday: Got woke up at 9, mother called the wrong number. Couldnt go back to sleep. Went to the wake for papa p. at 4. Fuckin gut check and a half. I dont know how else to say it. But even though the reason was a horrible one, it was nice to see the old crew. After the wake a few of us went to Taco Bell and chilled there for two hours. Just shooting the shit and telling old wrestling and party stories. After that, Robyn and I decided we wanted Ice cream, so we went to Friendlys. We saw Becca, and decided that she looks like my next door nighbor Kim. Which isnt a bad thing at all. Tuesday: Funeral was very rough. I broke down at the burial. The thought of never seeing Papa P. again competely ruined me. After the Funeral we went out to eat at Olive Oils. It was another good time shooting shit with a lot of the crew. Great food too. As I was saying my good byes. Mama P. in Mama P. fashion wouldnt let me leave until I ate some desert. Went back home to my house with Robyn. Hung out there for a little while, then went bowling. Lunder Jr. and Zuiddy came with us. I bowled pretty shitty, even though I came in 2nd every time but once. We then went on a mission in downtown NoHo to find El Sweet. Didnt happen. It was still fun walking around Noho chilling with them. So that bring me to when I got home. Things have gone too far with people. Everyone just needs to learn how to have tougher skin and grow up. Everyone has personal demons, and problems. Everyone, and if I wanted to, I could name out a few people who have serouis problems. But Im not going too, even if they do say shit about me behind my back, and I know they have. Or call me gay, cause you know what, people have called me gay before, people will call me gay again, I really dont care. Posting their problems online, and basically trying to rip them apart is fucked up. Anyway you look at it, it is fucked up. I may catch shit for this, but you know what, fuck it. People need to start acting like they are in college. Because of all this shit that has been going on lately, I have been debating if I want to go to HCC next year, or take a semster off and transfer for the spring semester somewhere else. This he said, she said, fuckin dumbass shit is pathetic. Kevin isnt competely at fault for this either, Natasha pushed his buttons. Which is pretty fuckin sad too. Kevin went too far, but Natasha shouldnt have pushed him. This year is shaping up to be fucked up. The only slim hope I see is if people realize they are in their 20s, and they are adults. But I dont see that happening. What I see is a year full of stupid ass drama, and he said, she said bullshit. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: All That Remains - Tattered on my Sleeve (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
8:58 pm	Then Life just gives you a kick in face I just found from my friend robyn. That Papa P. died. Papa P is the father of two of my best friends Dan and Joe. I dont even know what to say right now. I dont know if I should call, or wait to call, or what to do. I think its too late to call. But this really just sucks. I dont know how else to put it. This was the guy that showed me how to play poker, drove me across the East Coast for wrestling events, and always welcomed me in his house. The last time I saw him was about two weeks or so ago. I ran into his wife Nina, and went over their house. Man, this is really just a gut check. Current Mood: numb Current Music: Pantera - Cemetary Gates (1 Comment |Comment on this)
4:20 pm	So acctually not the last post Yea, I have decided to update. Today seemed like a long day at work. Went to Rocky's in Agawam. Had to count paint cans. It sucked ass. Took an insanely long time just to get through the paint. After the paint was done, day went by fast. Tomorrow is gonna suck ass even more. Doing a K-Mart, the one in holyoke. Any department store sucks. There is so much to count, and they follow you like a hawk. Then after that Im going to kohls. Which I dont know how that will be. Had the interview yesterday for orientation. I was a shoe-in. Come on, Vivan and Idelia Smith were two of the three judges. No real question if Im gonna get it. Hung out with Kevin for a little while at the school, then went to the mall with Donald. Fuckin F.y.e. they suck. Selling CDs for 18 dollars, complete rip-off. I wanted to get three CDs yesterday, found two of them, and only bought one. Arch Enemy - Anthems of Rebellion. Great CD. 10/10. I have found a new quote a couple of days ago, that really fits a lot situtations, and a lot of things that have to do with the "clique", that doesnt really exist anymore. "I think you're missing the point. You are someone else's pain in the ass. Get off your high horse. You are not excluded." - The Red Chord I think if a lot more people thought like that, most of the shit that happens wouldnt hit the fan. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Trivium - Like Light to the Flies (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
11:24 pm	Maybe the last post Interesting last couple of days. Monday: Fuckin Killswitch Engage. What the fuck can I saw, its fuckin Killswitch. You should alreadly know how good the show was. And then times it by 100. One of the best concerts I have ever been too. They basically played two sets. The first one was for the DVD, and had their usaul set list. Then after about ten minutes, they came out again, and played another 6 or so songs. The floor was fuckin crazy. I had to leave the floor part way through cause I couldn't breath. But after a bottle of water, and some fresh air, I was back out there. I think I turned Scott into a Metal Head. The kid loved it. Also, Once Beloved opened the show. A month ago that band opened for Tempus Mori. And now they are playing shows for Killswitch, just insane. As I Lay Dying surspingly kicked some ass. Tuesday: Got a random call in the mourning. Kind of wierd, but whatever. Did pretty much nothing, played my bass, watched Comedy Central, played my bass, watched Simpsons. I think this was the Natasha had her kid. I cant remember his name right off the bat. Sorry Natasha. Still should have named him Ken. Did nothing else really. Talked to chris' gf Kaydi, then went to bed. Wednesday: Woke at 4:30 to go to work. Did K-Mart in springfield. They had this really hot girl working there, me and steve were debating if she was spanish. I dont think she was, he did. The store had no real AC, so fuckin hot. Also, I wouldnt shop at K-Mart, their clothes are all so dirty. Well after being there for about 9 hours, I left to go to kohls. On the way towards 391, I almost got side swiped by this huge Van. And guess who is driving. Angela(sp?) Greeny. After seeing her driving the Van I started to debate whether that was on purpose. So then at Kohls, had a good day. After Kohls went to friendlys with Alex and Scott. On the way home I stopped at Scumbys. I saw basically half of my graduating class there. Not kidding, the place was packed. Talked to this girl Stacia for a little while, then came home, and I am here. So that has been the last couple of days. I might update again, but I havent decided yet. Current Mood: drained Current Music: Throwdown - Baby Got Back (Comment on this)
Monday, July 25th, 2005
10:49 am	Newest Theory This one is basied strictly on observation. Every single Lindsey I have met, is at least good looking, most of the time very good looking. I don't know what it is, but its true. At least with the 5 I know. Just something wierd I noticed at work yesterday and at the Shamrock the day before. So anyway yea, Killswitch Engage tonight, gonna fuckin own all. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: All That Remains - Focus Shall Not Fail (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
11:19 am	Fuckin Old Yea, so now Im fuckin 20. 364 days till i probably quit drinking. I had a good day, sat around my house and played my new awesome Bass guitar for a couple of hours. Then I went to the bank to cash my paycheck, ran into a friend, hung out at her house for a couple of hours. Went to go see Devil's Rejects with Donald. Fuckin Rob Zombie is the man. The Devil's Rejects is one of the most sadistic movies I have ever seen. And I am one of this people that find like underground horror movies and watch them. This movie though, I dont know how they were able to realse it. Half porno, half bloodfest. Fuckin best of both worlds. So overall it was a good day. Ill be going out with some family tonight. Current Mood: awake Current Music: Chevelle - The Red (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
11:39 pm	Bushmen... Thats right, Im not gonna shave, or cut my hair for a while. Im going for some Zakk Wylde shit. And if you dont know who Zakk Wylde is, then I dont know what to say to you. Cause honestly Zakk Wylde is the fuckin man, best fuckin guitar player on earth. Anyway, thats what im gonna do. Current Mood: rejuvenated Current Music: Arch Enemy - We Will Rise (Comment on this)
Monday, July 18th, 2005
9:32 pm	Killswitch Engage So here is the deal. I have at least one free ticket to go see Killswitch Engage. If you want to go, you have to call me on my cell or some how get a hold of me. Its first come, first serve. The Ticket is 10 bucks, thats right, just 10 bucks to go see Killswitch Engage next monday. Its the DVD shoot too. I already have the ticket. Current Mood: complacent Current Music: Charlie Daniels - Uneasy Rider (Comment on this)
11:52 am	So It finally happened... Went to Ozzfest yesterday, and Ill give you the play by play. Bury Your Dead: Good opening band. Always good to have a hardcore band open up a cocnert cause they get the crowd into it. Some asshole got beat down by a bunch of scrawny hardcore kids, pretty funny to watch this huge guy get beat up by a bunch of people half his size. Wicked Wisdom: Fuckin sucked, maybe the worse band I have ever seen. Serouisly, Will Smith has got to grap his wife and just smack her and ask her what she was thinking. Gizmachi: Must be thanking god everyday they have to play after Wicked Wisdom. They werent overall that good though. But thats probably due the fact this guitar went out. So all they had was drums and bass. Soilwork: Fuckin awesome. One of the best bands of the day. Just a great band. The lead singer looks a little like my friend Mike. Arch Enemy: I downloaded some of their stuff, didnt like it that much. But to my surpise they are a kick ass live band. The crowd was really into it, probably because the lead singer was a woman. But they are a good live band. Trivuim: A crowd favorite. They were ok in my eyes. Nothing to bad, nothing too good. It Dies Today: Funny so does Ozzfest with bands like this playing it. Fuckin wanna be Metal band that was really punk in disguise. The Black Dahila Murder: Awesome band. Wish I would have gotten to enjoy them if it wasnt for the asshole near us, that was elbowing people, throwing punches at girls, and just being an overall asshole. So here is where it got good. This guy just starts shoving chris, and shoved him a good distance. Chris takes the guy, and throws him to the ground. This guy keep in mind was about 5'10 and probably 180. So after Chris put him on the ground, he kicks chris in the stomach. I decide to get invovled and when he is sitting up i run by and knee him in the face. Then I turn around and see some other guy on top of him punching the shit out of the guy. Sercuity finally came, we split, and they helped the guy up and away, he was pretty bloody. The Haunted: They were good. The guy was a pretty narly voice. Sang a song about eating people or something like that, it was cool. A Dozen Furies: God I hate MTV. They put stupid ass bands, like this on the tour. And then a bunch of the MTV crowd shows up, and acts like the band is something awesome. They were horrible. Mastodon: Not hard to follow A Dozen Furies. But when you are Mastodon, you can basically play anywhere, and kick some fuckin ass. Great band, probably the next Lamb of God. As I Lay dying: Left to get water, missed them. Killswitch Engage: Just great. They tore the place up. It seemed like every other band was on stage watching them. Understandble cause Killswitch is one of the best bands out there. Rob Zombie: What the fuck can I say? Its Rob Zombie. The guy is fuckin awesome. Didnt play any new shit. Which is great. Played a lot of White Zombie. Rocked. One of the best sets i have ever seen. Then it finally happened. It started raining. So during the mainstage, me and chris decide to jump the barrier and get some seats under the covers. Security sees us and starts to come after us. So we jump seat further down, hoping to blend it. But then it hits me. We are the only fuckin soaking wet people there, so we stick out like sore thumbs. They eventually catch us. And kicked us out. Thats right, I got kicked out of Ozzfest. What the fuck. I guess it was gonna happen sooner or later. I have been to OZzfest 5 times now. Seen other countless shows. But never been kicked out. Finally happened. Whatever. I saw Rob Zombie, and I can die happy. Current Mood: content Current Music: Meshuggah - Rational Gaze (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 16th, 2005
11:12 pm	Ozzfest Ozzfest starts in 9 hours and 48 mins. Should be a good time. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: The Red Chord - He was dead when I got here (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
8:15 pm	So... What work was fuckin pointless today. Went in there for 7 o'clock at the stop and shop on Route 5. Thought I was gonna get a decent days work in. Nope, I left at 9:30. Which means I will only get paid 3 hours worth of work. That kinda sucks. This I stole from Becca, who stole it from someone else, who stole it from someone else... etc. A- Age of 1st kiss: I want to say 12, or 13. I dont really remember. It was 7th grade. B- Band you are listening to right now: Bleeding Through C- 1st Crush: Some Girl named Jessica. D- Dad's name: James E- Easiest person to talk to: Sister F- Favorite ice cream: Mint Chocatle(sp?) Chip. Kick ass. G- Gummy worms or gummy bears? Bears H- Hometown: Huntington, MA I- Instruments: Bass Guitar J- Junior high: Sanderson Academy K- Kids: Zero. But for future reference, as many as my wife wants. I could care less. L- Longest car ride ever: To Virgina for a wrestling Tourny. M- Mom's name: Kathy N- Nicknames: Jarvis, Miami, Javis, Javino, Riddler, Ginsu, Chip, Burrow, Pin, Stiggy, holy shit there are a lot. O- One wish: One night with Christina Scabbia. (Lead singer of Lacuna Coil) P- Phobia[s]: I dont like spider, or confined areas. Q- Quote: "Please allow me to adjust my pants, so I can dance the good time dance." - Clutch R- Reason to smile: Most Pits S- Song you sang last: Santeria - Sublime T- Time you woke up today: 5:30 am. Fuckin Work. U- Unknown fact about me: I think Meatloaf is great. Food and Band. V- Virgin or no? Nope W- Worst habit: Cracking my Knuckles X- X-rays you've had: Several. Y- Your least favorite person as of right now? Christine Juersix. Dont ask me what I did to piss god off. Z-Zodiac sign: Cancer. But Im on the cusp with Leo. Current Mood: hungry Current Music: Burn The Priest - Resurrection (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 10th, 2005
11:51 pm	Just random shit... Becca: Well most people that play bridge are old, and then they die. Me: Uh oh, here comes trouble. Marcie: Watch it or I will drop kick you in the face. Me: I doubt it, you are like 4'5, there is no way you could kick me in the face. Marcie:*Kicks me in the face* Me: Holy shit, you can kick me in the face. Marcie: So do you doubt me now? Me: Yea, I still doubt you. Marcie: What about? Me: I doubt you can reach the top self in your kitchen. Kwad: Now Michael, you stop unloading this truck right now... *leans in and whispers* Or I'll gut you like a fish. Operation LAMB Logiscattly Ampifiled Music Bombardment Just random stuff that happen today. There is more, but I cant remember it all. Current Mood: jubilant Current Music: Alan Jackson - The Talkin Repair Song Blues (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 9th, 2005
9:50 pm	Not a surpise So I asked Kevin to meet me and settle things, like I have been honeslty wanting to do since I want to say May. No surpise, he doesn't show up. But I have decided that doesnt matter. I already knew Kevin was a little pussy shit. And I like said in this thing before, once a pussy shit, always a pussy shit. But whatever, Im not gonna get pissed over it, or really anything that kid does from now on. Cause I know eventually Ill run into, and eventaully, he will get whats coming to him. Why rush it? So yea, Ozzfest, just about a week away. I have come to the conclusion that the reason Im not exicted about it that much is because of Sounds of the Underground. Sounds of the Underground was such a kick ass concert, no matter what, I dont think Ozzfest is gonna be able to compete. Throw in an R&B group playing ozzfest, and it makes matters worse. Tomorrow is gonna suck. Have to be in Enfield by 6 am. Work there until 3 pm. Then drive to kohls, and work there from 4-10. Yea tomorrow is gonna suck. But it will be really good money. And good money is uhhhh... good I guess. Hopfully Kwad works at Kohls. That guy is the man, makes work a lot more fun. So thats it for now, tune in later in the week for more if I get around to it. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Pearl Jam - Even Flow (1 Comment |Comment on this)
12:00 am	Sometimes you just gotta stand up... I would like to believe I have been a person that stands up for my convections. And I guess Kevin just picked a bad day to piss me off. So here is what has happen to fill you guys in. Natasha tells me Kevin has a live journal. Doesnt take me long to figure out who it is looking under her friends. The Kid has mulitple post of conversations with him and donald.(Im starting to think its Kevin that has a man crush on Donald). I tell Donald this after the senate meeting. I guess he went off on Kevin, and they got into a wrestling match or something. Thats basically what I know. So apparently Kevin thinks he is some bad ass now cause he won a wrestling match with fuckin Donald. Come on. Its donald blais. The 95 pound asian girl that went 0-25 this year could make donald look silly in a wrestling match. So I guess someone has to give Kevin a reality check. Who better but me? As Throwdown says "For my Friends, For my family, for myself, forever." Current Mood: giddy Current Music: Hatebreed - A Call For Blood (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 7th, 2005
10:58 pm	Fire Hot Sauce... I am the fuckin Champion! Thats right, Fuckin Champ! So here is the story. During break today at work, Scott had got taco bell. Well after we all had some tacos, there were a bunch of Fire Hot Sauces left. Alex looks at me and says "I bet I can eat more of those then you can." Well guess fuckin what, Im the champ. I beat him by one. 7-6. So Fuck yea. Im the hot sauce king right now. Bow to me. Memo to self: Never do that shit again, I felt like i was gonna throw up for the next hour. Current Mood: hot Current Music: 40 Below Summer - Step into the Sideshow (Comment on this)
10:24 am	Clarifaction(sp?) and a couple of other things After talking to some people at work, reading the comments, and another person's lj. I guess people dont understand what I was trying to say. I wasnt saying that people who live in Cities shouldnt listen to country music. I just mean, dont act Country. Im sick of seeing people at parties singing and yeehawing, when they are from West Springfield or springfield. Oh by the way. Its Trace ADKINS, not ATKINS. See the difference there. ADKINS is a country singer. ATKINS is a dumbass diet. If you havent seen Illwillpress.com. Go there, watch it. Fuckin harlilours(sp?) Now for a new theory of mine. Comparing girls in small towns, to girls in cities. This theory is based on careful obseravtions, test, and common sense. It is why not so good looking guys, like me, have an easier time meeting and dating good looking girls from small towns, then from cities. Here it is. The reason why it is harder to meet and date a good looking girl from the city is because they have more choices then from the small town. Many more good looking guys in a city, then there are in small towns. So why date the ugly guy like me, when you can date the good looking guy. Were as in the small towns, there is less good looking guys to chose from. So the good looking girls end up dating the ugly guys. This explains why I dated some decent looking girls from the small towns. And can barely get numbers from really good looking girls from cities. Of course with any theory, it has to be tested until proven true, or false. So Im gonna keep testing it. Hopfully im wrong. Well thats it from the mind of Jarvis today. Current Mood: hungry Current Music: Charlie Daniels - Long Haired Country Boy (Comment on this)