metalhickld50

Hey had to do this

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 05:41:07 GMT

Everyone else has this in their profile, and now so do i.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I:
1. I died from natural causes:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking
5. I stole something
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Family:

WOULD YOU:
13. Be my friend?:
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?:
15. Hold my hand?
16. Take a bullet for me?
17. Keep in touch?:
18. Try and solve my problems?:
19. Love me?:
20. Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:
21. Lied to make me feel better?:
22. Wanted to kiss me?:
23. Wanted to kill me?:
24. Broke my heart?:
25. Kept something important from me?:
26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?

~*::And More::*~
27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
29. When and how did we meet?
30. Describe me in one word:
31. What was your first impression?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?
35. How well do you know me?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you

My new theme song

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 05:45:07 GMT

Tear down the walls
Wake up the world
Ignorance is not bliss
So fed up with second best
Our time is here and now

I am the enemy
I am the antidote
Watch me closely
I will stand up - now

We will rise
Rise above

Stereotype Fools
Playing the game
Nothing unique
They all look the same
In this sea of mediocrity
I can be anything
Anything I want to be

We will rise

- Arch Enemy - We Will Rise

Anyone that has a clue to what has been going on lately, knows how this fits in with everything.

Maybe the last time at the Plums

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 17:01:34 GMT

So Im coming home from work, went into cumbys to grab a drink, ran into my buddy tyler hawley, he told me that they were having a going away party for dan. So of course I went up there. Most of the kids that I hung out with in high school were there. We were mostly drinking beers, playing pool and air hockey. For some reason I dont remember why, some said lets have a UFC tourny outside. Well to make a long story short, I am the lightwieght hilltown UFC champ right now. So dont fuck with me. After that we played more pool, then Gus suggested dennys. Sounded like a good idea, so we were all getting to go. Well Plum wouldnt leave unless this girl that was like 15 went. So we talked her into going. We get to dennys at like 3 am, and they know they should put us in the far corner. Well there is this kid breton. I dont even know we the start. There are three levels of breton. Sober Breton, good. Buzzed Breton, I can deal with. Smashed Breton, fuckin want to kill him. Well he was smashed and saying shit to Webber and Gus. These are two guys, that could easily fuck up breton alone, none the less together. Well in the mean time, Plumadore wouldnt leave the 15 year old alone, so she ended up sitting next to me and hawley. Well after what seemed like an hour, food came, and it was kind of like wolves ripping apart an animal. One second there is food, and with two seconds, there is nothing. Well when we are walking out, Webber and gus are standing there, and I already know what is gonna happen. Breton walks outside, and wants no part now. Well webber wants a part, and just decks breton and the kid falls into the bushes. Gets up and swings like mad, Webber proceddes to beat him up. Then donny gable, one of my sisters old friends, comes running out of no where, and stops the fight. Wierd fuckin random momemnt. Well the lesson of all that is, Dont run your mouth and think you can get away with, cause shit will eventaully happen, even if it is your friends beating the shit out of you. Or the corny verison "Dont write checks with your mouth that your ass cant cash." Well anyway got home for 5 am. There is plenty more to this story, i just dont feel like typing it all.

Warped Tour

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 15:21:38 GMT

Yep, ended up going to the warper tour with Chris and his friend Chet. Saw some other people there that I knew. Also saw people that knew who I was, and I had no idea who the fuck they were. We walked around a lot, saw a couple of bands that I didnt know, overall though we only saw a couple bands that we payed attention to.

Nameless Punk band: Band went on before Atreyu. All they did was stregthen my hate for Punk music. Friggin sucked.

Atreyu: Worth watching the crappy punk band. Atreyu was insane. They had a circle pit around the soundcheck, and I was running the wrong way against it, bad idea.

Bleeding Through: The reason I went to this show. They rocked. Huge pit. Ran into Lamb, did the wall of death, it was a fun time.

a7x: Dont really know much about them, saw them, best band of the day. Gonna have to download some of there stuff to check them out. Great show, pit was crazy, body surfing was crazy, just fuckin crazy.

Story of the Year: Really streghten my hate for punk music.

Dropkick Murphys: A true punk band, not one of those MTV punk bands, a real punk band. And they were acctually pretty good. Right up front for them too, wasnt a bad show.

So ya, the bands I wanted to see, kicked ass. Overall it was an ok day. Ended up going back to chris' house and playing poker until like 2 in the mourning, thought I had to work today, ended up not having to go.

Yep

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 17:55:04 GMT

I havent posted in a week, havent really thought about posting until today. With the shit that has been going on, LJ hasnt really crossed my mind.

Nothing really happened until Sunday.

Sunday: Went to work for 8 pm. Had to go to Shrewsbury, which is just under Auburn. We leave in the Vans and expect to be there by 9. Yea fuckin right. Hit bad traffic at around Ludlow, got lost in shrewsbury, and didnt get there until 10. Work wasnt so bad, hung out with Lindsey and Patrick the whole time, we had races, I won a couple and Patrick won a few. Lindsey won none, zero, zip, ha. Didnt leave the store until 230, didnt get home until 4.

Monday: Got woke up at 9, mother called the wrong number. Couldnt go back to sleep. Went to the wake for papa p. at 4. Fuckin gut check and a half. I dont know how else to say it. But even though the reason was a horrible one, it was nice to see the old crew. After the wake a few of us went to Taco Bell and chilled there for two hours. Just shooting the shit and telling old wrestling and party stories. After that, Robyn and I decided we wanted Ice cream, so we went to Friendlys. We saw Becca, and decided that she looks like my next door nighbor Kim. Which isnt a bad thing at all.

Tuesday: Funeral was very rough. I broke down at the burial. The thought of never seeing Papa P. again competely ruined me. After the Funeral we went out to eat at Olive Oils. It was another good time shooting shit with a lot of the crew. Great food too. As I was saying my good byes. Mama P. in Mama P. fashion wouldnt let me leave until I ate some desert. Went back home to my house with Robyn. Hung out there for a little while, then went bowling. Lunder Jr. and Zuiddy came with us. I bowled pretty shitty, even though I came in 2nd every time but once. We then went on a mission in downtown NoHo to find El Sweet. Didnt happen. It was still fun walking around Noho chilling with them.

So that bring me to when I got home. Things have gone too far with people. Everyone just needs to learn how to have tougher skin and grow up. Everyone has personal demons, and problems. Everyone, and if I wanted to, I could name out a few people who have serouis problems. But Im not going too, even if they do say shit about me behind my back, and I know they have. Or call me gay, cause you know what, people have called me gay before, people will call me gay again, I really dont care. Posting their problems online, and basically trying to rip them apart is fucked up. Anyway you look at it, it is fucked up. I may catch shit for this, but you know what, fuck it. People need to start acting like they are in college. Because of all this shit that has been going on lately, I have been debating if I want to go to HCC next year, or take a semster off and transfer for the spring semester somewhere else. This he said, she said, fuckin dumbass shit is pathetic. Kevin isnt competely at fault for this either, Natasha pushed his buttons. Which is pretty fuckin sad too. Kevin went too far, but Natasha shouldnt have pushed him. This year is shaping up to be fucked up. The only slim hope I see is if people realize they are in their 20s, and they are adults. But I dont see that happening. What I see is a year full of stupid ass drama, and he said, she said bullshit.

Then Life just gives you a kick in face

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 01:06:15 GMT

I just found from my friend robyn. That Papa P. died. Papa P is the father of two of my best friends Dan and Joe. I dont even know what to say right now. I dont know if I should call, or wait to call, or what to do. I think its too late to call. But this really just sucks. I dont know how else to put it. This was the guy that showed me how to play poker, drove me across the East Coast for wrestling events, and always welcomed me in his house. The last time I saw him was about two weeks or so ago. I ran into his wife Nina, and went over their house. Man, this is really just a gut check.

So acctually not the last post

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 20:53:44 GMT

Yea, I have decided to update. Today seemed like a long day at work. Went to Rocky's in Agawam. Had to count paint cans. It sucked ass. Took an insanely long time just to get through the paint. After the paint was done, day went by fast. Tomorrow is gonna suck ass even more. Doing a K-Mart, the one in holyoke. Any department store sucks. There is so much to count, and they follow you like a hawk. Then after that Im going to kohls. Which I dont know how that will be.

Had the interview yesterday for orientation. I was a shoe-in. Come on, Vivan and Idelia Smith were two of the three judges. No real question if Im gonna get it. Hung out with Kevin for a little while at the school, then went to the mall with Donald. Fuckin F.y.e. they suck. Selling CDs for 18 dollars, complete rip-off. I wanted to get three CDs yesterday, found two of them, and only bought one. Arch Enemy - Anthems of Rebellion. Great CD. 10/10.

I have found a new quote a couple of days ago, that really fits a lot situtations, and a lot of things that have to do with the "clique", that doesnt really exist anymore.

"I think you're missing the point. You are someone else's pain in the ass. Get off your high horse. You are not excluded." - The Red Chord

I think if a lot more people thought like that, most of the shit that happens wouldnt hit the fan.

Maybe the last post

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 03:44:15 GMT

Interesting last couple of days.

Monday: Fuckin Killswitch Engage. What the fuck can I saw, its fuckin Killswitch. You should alreadly know how good the show was. And then times it by 100. One of the best concerts I have ever been too. They basically played two sets. The first one was for the DVD, and had their usaul set list. Then after about ten minutes, they came out again, and played another 6 or so songs. The floor was fuckin crazy. I had to leave the floor part way through cause I couldn't breath. But after a bottle of water, and some fresh air, I was back out there. I think I turned Scott into a Metal Head. The kid loved it. Also, Once Beloved opened the show. A month ago that band opened for Tempus Mori. And now they are playing shows for Killswitch, just insane. As I Lay Dying surspingly kicked some ass.

Tuesday: Got a random call in the mourning. Kind of wierd, but whatever. Did pretty much nothing, played my bass, watched Comedy Central, played my bass, watched Simpsons. I think this was the Natasha had her kid. I cant remember his name right off the bat. Sorry Natasha. Still should have named him Ken. Did nothing else really. Talked to chris' gf Kaydi, then went to bed.

Wednesday: Woke at 4:30 to go to work. Did K-Mart in springfield. They had this really hot girl working there, me and steve were debating if she was spanish. I dont think she was, he did. The store had no real AC, so fuckin hot. Also, I wouldnt shop at K-Mart, their clothes are all so dirty. Well after being there for about 9 hours, I left to go to kohls. On the way towards 391, I almost got side swiped by this huge Van. And guess who is driving. Angela(sp?) Greeny. After seeing her driving the Van I started to debate whether that was on purpose. So then at Kohls, had a good day. After Kohls went to friendlys with Alex and Scott. On the way home I stopped at Scumbys. I saw basically half of my graduating class there. Not kidding, the place was packed. Talked to this girl Stacia for a little while, then came home, and I am here.

So that has been the last couple of days. I might update again, but I havent decided yet.

Newest Theory

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 14:57:57 GMT

This one is basied strictly on observation.

Every single Lindsey I have met, is at least good looking, most of the time very good looking. I don't know what it is, but its true. At least with the 5 I know. Just something wierd I noticed at work yesterday and at the Shamrock the day before.

So anyway yea, Killswitch Engage tonight, gonna fuckin own all.

Fuckin Old

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 15:27:57 GMT

Yea, so now Im fuckin 20. 364 days till i probably quit drinking.

I had a good day, sat around my house and played my new awesome Bass guitar for a couple of hours. Then I went to the bank to cash my paycheck, ran into a friend, hung out at her house for a couple of hours. Went to go see Devil's Rejects with Donald.

Fuckin Rob Zombie is the man. The Devil's Rejects is one of the most sadistic movies I have ever seen. And I am one of this people that find like underground horror movies and watch them. This movie though, I dont know how they were able to realse it. Half porno, half bloodfest. Fuckin best of both worlds.

So overall it was a good day. Ill be going out with some family tonight.

Bushmen...

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 03:44:04 GMT

Thats right, Im not gonna shave, or cut my hair for a while. Im going for some Zakk Wylde shit. And if you dont know who Zakk Wylde is, then I dont know what to say to you. Cause honestly Zakk Wylde is the fuckin man, best fuckin guitar player on earth. Anyway, thats what im gonna do.

Killswitch Engage

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 01:34:29 GMT

So here is the deal. I have at least one free ticket to go see Killswitch Engage. If you want to go, you have to call me on my cell or some how get a hold of me. Its first come, first serve. The Ticket is 10 bucks, thats right, just 10 bucks to go see Killswitch Engage next monday. Its the DVD shoot too. I already have the ticket.

So It finally happened...

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 16:18:09 GMT

Went to Ozzfest yesterday, and Ill give you the play by play.

Bury Your Dead: Good opening band. Always good to have a hardcore band open up a cocnert cause they get the crowd into it. Some asshole got beat down by a bunch of scrawny hardcore kids, pretty funny to watch this huge guy get beat up by a bunch of people half his size.

Wicked Wisdom: Fuckin sucked, maybe the worse band I have ever seen. Serouisly, Will Smith has got to grap his wife and just smack her and ask her what she was thinking.

Gizmachi: Must be thanking god everyday they have to play after Wicked Wisdom. They werent overall that good though. But thats probably due the fact this guitar went out. So all they had was drums and bass.

Soilwork: Fuckin awesome. One of the best bands of the day. Just a great band. The lead singer looks a little like my friend Mike.

Arch Enemy: I downloaded some of their stuff, didnt like it that much. But to my surpise they are a kick ass live band. The crowd was really into it, probably because the lead singer was a woman. But they are a good live band.

Trivuim: A crowd favorite. They were ok in my eyes. Nothing to bad, nothing too good.

It Dies Today: Funny so does Ozzfest with bands like this playing it. Fuckin wanna be Metal band that was really punk in disguise.

The Black Dahila Murder: Awesome band. Wish I would have gotten to enjoy them if it wasnt for the asshole near us, that was elbowing people, throwing punches at girls, and just being an overall asshole. So here is where it got good. This guy just starts shoving chris, and shoved him a good distance. Chris takes the guy, and throws him to the ground. This guy keep in mind was about 5'10 and probably 180. So after Chris put him on the ground, he kicks chris in the stomach. I decide to get invovled and when he is sitting up i run by and knee him in the face. Then I turn around and see some other guy on top of him punching the shit out of the guy. Sercuity finally came, we split, and they helped the guy up and away, he was pretty bloody.

The Haunted: They were good. The guy was a pretty narly voice. Sang a song about eating people or something like that, it was cool.

A Dozen Furies: God I hate MTV. They put stupid ass bands, like this on the tour. And then a bunch of the MTV crowd shows up, and acts like the band is something awesome. They were horrible.

Mastodon: Not hard to follow A Dozen Furies. But when you are Mastodon, you can basically play anywhere, and kick some fuckin ass. Great band, probably the next Lamb of God.

As I Lay dying: Left to get water, missed them.

Killswitch Engage: Just great. They tore the place up. It seemed like every other band was on stage watching them. Understandble cause Killswitch is one of the best bands out there.

Rob Zombie: What the fuck can I say? Its Rob Zombie. The guy is fuckin awesome. Didnt play any new shit. Which is great. Played a lot of White Zombie. Rocked. One of the best sets i have ever seen.

Then it finally happened. It started raining. So during the mainstage, me and chris decide to jump the barrier and get some seats under the covers. Security sees us and starts to come after us. So we jump seat further down, hoping to blend it. But then it hits me. We are the only fuckin soaking wet people there, so we stick out like sore thumbs. They eventually catch us. And kicked us out. Thats right, I got kicked out of Ozzfest. What the fuck. I guess it was gonna happen sooner or later. I have been to OZzfest 5 times now. Seen other countless shows. But never been kicked out. Finally happened. Whatever. I saw Rob Zombie, and I can die happy.

Ozzfest

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 03:13:32 GMT

Ozzfest starts in 9 hours and 48 mins. Should be a good time.

So...

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 00:27:55 GMT

What work was fuckin pointless today. Went in there for 7 o'clock at the stop and shop on Route 5. Thought I was gonna get a decent days work in. Nope, I left at 9:30. Which means I will only get paid 3 hours worth of work. That kinda sucks.

This I stole from Becca, who stole it from someone else, who stole it from someone else... etc.

A- Age of 1st kiss: I want to say 12, or 13. I dont really remember. It was 7th grade.

B- Band you are listening to right now: Bleeding Through

C- 1st Crush: Some Girl named Jessica.

D- Dad's name: James

E- Easiest person to talk to: Sister

F- Favorite ice cream: Mint Chocatle(sp?) Chip. Kick ass.

G- Gummy worms or gummy bears? Bears

H- Hometown: Huntington, MA

I- Instruments: Bass Guitar

J- Junior high: Sanderson Academy

K- Kids: Zero. But for future reference, as many as my wife wants. I could care less.

L- Longest car ride ever: To Virgina for a wrestling Tourny.

M- Mom's name: Kathy

N- Nicknames: Jarvis, Miami, Javis, Javino, Riddler, Ginsu, Chip, Burrow, Pin, Stiggy, holy shit there are a lot.

O- One wish: One night with Christina Scabbia. (Lead singer of Lacuna Coil)

P- Phobia[s]: I dont like spider, or confined areas.

Q- Quote: "Please allow me to adjust my pants, so I can dance the good time dance." - Clutch

R- Reason to smile: Most Pits

S- Song you sang last: Santeria - Sublime

T- Time you woke up today: 5:30 am. Fuckin Work.

U- Unknown fact about me: I think Meatloaf is great. Food and Band.

V- Virgin or no? Nope

W- Worst habit: Cracking my Knuckles

X- X-rays you've had: Several.

Y- Your least favorite person as of right now? Christine Juersix. Dont ask me what I did to piss god off.

Z-Zodiac sign: Cancer. But Im on the cusp with Leo.

Just random shit...

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 04:02:56 GMT

Becca: Well most people that play bridge are old, and then they die.

Me: Uh oh, here comes trouble.
Marcie: Watch it or I will drop kick you in the face.
Me: I doubt it, you are like 4'5, there is no way you could kick me in the face.
Marcie:*Kicks me in the face*
Me: Holy shit, you can kick me in the face.
Marcie: So do you doubt me now?
Me: Yea, I still doubt you.
Marcie: What about?
Me: I doubt you can reach the top self in your kitchen.

Kwad: Now Michael, you stop unloading this truck right now... *leans in and whispers* Or I'll gut you like a fish.

Operation LAMB
Logiscattly
Ampifiled
Music
Bombardment

Just random stuff that happen today. There is more, but I cant remember it all.

Not a surpise

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 02:03:25 GMT

So I asked Kevin to meet me and settle things, like I have been honeslty wanting to do since I want to say May. No surpise, he doesn't show up. But I have decided that doesnt matter. I already knew Kevin was a little pussy shit. And I like said in this thing before, once a pussy shit, always a pussy shit. But whatever, Im not gonna get pissed over it, or really anything that kid does from now on. Cause I know eventually Ill run into, and eventaully, he will get whats coming to him. Why rush it?

So yea, Ozzfest, just about a week away. I have come to the conclusion that the reason Im not exicted about it that much is because of Sounds of the Underground. Sounds of the Underground was such a kick ass concert, no matter what, I dont think Ozzfest is gonna be able to compete. Throw in an R&B group playing ozzfest, and it makes matters worse.

Tomorrow is gonna suck. Have to be in Enfield by 6 am. Work there until 3 pm. Then drive to kohls, and work there from 4-10. Yea tomorrow is gonna suck. But it will be really good money. And good money is uhhhh... good I guess. Hopfully Kwad works at Kohls. That guy is the man, makes work a lot more fun.

So thats it for now, tune in later in the week for more if I get around to it.

Sometimes you just gotta stand up...

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 04:16:19 GMT

I would like to believe I have been a person that stands up for my convections. And I guess Kevin just picked a bad day to piss me off. So here is what has happen to fill you guys in.

Natasha tells me Kevin has a live journal. Doesnt take me long to figure out who it is looking under her friends. The Kid has mulitple post of conversations with him and donald.(Im starting to think its Kevin that has a man crush on Donald). I tell Donald this after the senate meeting. I guess he went off on Kevin, and they got into a wrestling match or something. Thats basically what I know.

So apparently Kevin thinks he is some bad ass now cause he won a wrestling match with fuckin Donald. Come on. Its donald blais. The 95 pound asian girl that went 0-25 this year could make donald look silly in a wrestling match.

So I guess someone has to give Kevin a reality check. Who better but me?

As Throwdown says "For my Friends, For my family, for myself, forever."

Fire Hot Sauce...

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 03:08:09 GMT

I am the fuckin Champion! Thats right, Fuckin Champ!

So here is the story. During break today at work, Scott had got taco bell. Well after we all had some tacos, there were a bunch of Fire Hot Sauces left. Alex looks at me and says "I bet I can eat more of those then you can." Well guess fuckin what, Im the champ. I beat him by one. 7-6. So Fuck yea. Im the hot sauce king right now. Bow to me.

Memo to self: Never do that shit again, I felt like i was gonna throw up for the next hour.

Clarifaction(sp?) and a couple of other things

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 14:47:59 GMT

After talking to some people at work, reading the comments, and another person's lj. I guess people dont understand what I was trying to say. I wasnt saying that people who live in Cities shouldnt listen to country music. I just mean, dont act Country. Im sick of seeing people at parties singing and yeehawing, when they are from West Springfield or springfield.

Oh by the way. Its Trace ADKINS, not ATKINS. See the difference there. ADKINS is a country singer. ATKINS is a dumbass diet.

If you havent seen Illwillpress.com. Go there, watch it. Fuckin harlilours(sp?)

Now for a new theory of mine. Comparing girls in small towns, to girls in cities. This theory is based on careful obseravtions, test, and common sense. It is why not so good looking guys, like me, have an easier time meeting and dating good looking girls from small towns, then from cities. Here it is. The reason why it is harder to meet and date a good looking girl from the city is because they have more choices then from the small town. Many more good looking guys in a city, then there are in small towns. So why date the ugly guy like me, when you can date the good looking guy. Were as in the small towns, there is less good looking guys to chose from. So the good looking girls end up dating the ugly guys. This explains why I dated some decent looking girls from the small towns. And can barely get numbers from really good looking girls from cities. Of course with any theory, it has to be tested until proven true, or false. So Im gonna keep testing it. Hopfully im wrong.

Well thats it from the mind of Jarvis today.

One more thing...

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 03:22:25 GMT

Just thinking of this. And I have come to the conclusion that in one area, Country and Rap are nearly the same. If you live in a city, and listen to country music, and try to act like country music is about you. Then you are no different then those rich white kids that listen to rap and act like it is about them. 90% of city people dont have a fuckin clue about the country. You have probably never spent the night next to a river, met a real redneck woman, or jumped off a barn to impress the next door nighbors daughter. Well guess what, I have, and so have many other rednecks. Its one thing to like the music, its another thing to act like its about you. Cause what, it isnt.

And yes, Natasha did drive me to drinking tonight. Fuckin Natasha...

Rants...

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 02:15:01 GMT

Yea, Im gonna Rant, and its gonna go all over the place. So if you are gonna read this, beware.

First, after watching war of the worlds twice this weekend, I came up with a few things I would do if I were alien invaders.
1. Firewall protection. After years of building up super computers and what not, you better believe that I am gonna have a kick ass firewall, and some kick ass virus protection to go along with it. (Indepence Day)
2. Immuization shots. If I have studied earth for a couple of million of years, you better damn well believe I know all the kid of the diseases and sicknesses my army of minions could get. They will have shots, and medics around them at all time. (War of The Worlds)
3. Godzilla. So what if the humans have a monster like Godzilla, that always shows up at the right moment to save them. Chances are, I will have a super monster too. Will I use my super monster. Fuck no. I did build up all these super weapons for no reason. I'll just dispose of Godzilla real quick like. And then release my super monster. (Any Godzilla movie)
4. Kill all super heros. Before I invade I will send in a team of assisains to elimate the following. Will Smith, Arnold Swananeger(sp????), Danny Glover, Bruce Willis, Colin Farrell, and Paris Hilton.
5. Back up. This is incase the Humans some how managed to destory my army. Well right when they were celebrating and all happy, comes in the back up. Send em in, and watch the smiles fade away.

This next rant goes out mostly to my sister, but it can imply to other people too.

All women, and some guys take notes on this one. No matter how much you want to think it. Guys dont fuckin change. We dont want to change, and short of a religious experience, we arent gonna change. This probably also applies to women. If a guy is a lazy bastard, he will always be a lazy bastard. If the guy is a nice genuine guy, he will always be a nice genuine guy. If the guy is an abusive asshole, then you guessed it. He will always be an abusive asshole. Nothing is gonna change that guys fuckin habits. Not you, not his mother, and not his children. If you are in a realitionship with an abusive asshole, this is what it says about you. You dont respect yourself. Cause no self respecting person would fuckin put up with that shit. People will lose respect for you. They dont mean to lose respect for you. But they do. Its hard to respect someone that keeps going back to someone who abuses them, phyically, or verbally. Also, if you are someone that constantly finds abusive assholes. Then guess what, you are probably looking for it. Finally, it isnt that hard to break it off. All it takes, is just fuckin doing it. Dont worry, you wont be lonely. There are plently of fuckin guys out there. And most of them wont abuse you. God, I wish my sister would read this.

Fuckin Daniellie. She goes to New York, and guess what she leaves me. A fuckin cough. Bitch.

Birthday is coming up soon. July 22nd. Just found out Chevelle and Taproot are gonna be going to Pearl Street that day. Ill be going. And taking anyone that wants to go. Give me a call if you want to go.

Ozzfest is in 12 days. I'm really not as exicted as I have been in the past for it. But maybe thats cause of Sounds of the Underground. I dunno. I'm sure it will be ok though.

So thats it I guess. Like I said, give me a call if you want to go to pearl street.

New CDs

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 15:00:59 GMT

Finally got some new CDs. The Red Chord, American Head Charge, and Sepultura. Then I found something else to become my mission for the day. Find Lamb of God's new DVD. Looked at Best Buy, F.y.e., Hot Topic, Barnes and Noble, Circut City. Someone somewhere has to be carrying this DVD. But I just couldnt find it. So here is what I think of my new CDs anyway:

The Red Chord - Clients: Pretty unique band. Death Metal/Thrash Metal. The vocals are a little rasphy, but i think thats what they were going for. overall: 8/10

American Head Charge - The Feeding: The War of Art was a great CD. So it is really hard to follow up with another just as great CD. The Feeding is good, but its not. The first song rocks. Loyalty, I could really think of about 5 or 6 people that song fits. After that there is nothing too special. But it does have great flowage. 7/10

Sepultura - Roots, 25th anniversey of Roadrunner Records thingie: If you have never heard of Sepultura and this CD, then you know nothing about Metal. I already have this CD, but its all sratched up and shit, so I decided to get this one. Comes with an extra disc, with a lot of new stuff. Sepultura just fuckin rocks. 15/10.

So yea, thats about it from the Western Front.

Its been too boring, something had to happen, and it did.

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 04:15:24 GMT

After Sounds of the Underground things started to slow down. I have been working a lot, not really doing anything outside of that. Today was full of interesting stuff.

First, while Im surfacing the web, I find this story about the biggest Grizzlie ever recorded. This fucker was 7 feet tall on all fours. 14 feet tall on its hind legs. After this bear killed two other people, it took this game warden 20+ shots from a combination of a .38 magnum and a 30 odd 6 hunting rifle. Just so you know how much that is, If I shot you in the leg with a 30 odd 6, it would probably blow it off. Yea i have a picture of it. If I knew how to post them on this thing I would.

Well Danielle calls and ask if i can help her with some yard work, and then we would go out after. So i drive down there. As I am going to stop to pull into her drive way I hear a pop and my brakes go. Fuckin son of a bitch. So before we decide to do the lawn work, we drive my car down to my grandfather's shop, and borrow the jeep for the next couple of days. We get back to Danielle's house and do the yard work. Guess who had to do all the mowing, in the sunny areas. Yep me. After that, we shower up, change and go. Danielle was a little sick, so she downed some robotussin. Yea she was entertaining to say the less. We saw Herbie Fully loaded. Which surpisingly I really didnt mind at all. Lindsey Lohan is in it. She was hot. Not anymore after she took up skiing and lost like 50 pounds. But in the movie it was the old hot verison. Overall not bad. So we leave, and watch TV at her house for a little while before I headed out.

This is the part that kinda sucks. Danielle is leaving for the summer for New York. I was really looking forward to hanging out with her this summer. We may have not been the best couple, but we are really good friends. It just sucks that I wont be able to hang out with her this summer like I usaully do.

Sounds of the Underground

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 23:31:25 GMT

And on the 25th days of the month of June. The lord lookth down, and smiled upon the city of Lowell, he then proclaimed "Let there be Metal." And so there was Metal, and people came by the thousands to watch this awesomley kick ass concert. After it was all over, he smiled and said "Twas good."

So yea, finally Sounds of the Underground came, and it kicked ass. Just about every band tore it up in there own way.

Full Blown Chaos - One of my favorite Hardcore bands, and a pretty opener. They did the wall of death, which was fun, and put on a pretty good show.

DevilDriver - This band kicks ass. Im surpised they were an opener. Espically with a guy like Dez fronting the band. They tore it up, defenitly top 5.

A Life Once Lost - I don't know what it was with this band. Must of been a mix of having to go on after DevilDriver, and not being that well known on the East Coast. Cause something just wasnt right. They sound much better on CD.

All That Remains - One of my favorite bands. They kicked ass. Phil is one hell of a singer. They had techinal problems and had to cut their set short. Which sucked. But they still kicked ass. But of course I could be basis.

The Red Chord - Never heard of them before. But now Im gonna download some of their stuff. They are mix of Death Metal and Thrash Metal. They had a pretty good show, with cult like fans all around me.

Throwdown - 2nd best hardcore band there is. 1st being Hatebreed of course. Every time I have seen this band, they just fuckin kick ass. Nasty pits, and the lead singer likes to jump into the cowrd a lot. As a matter of fact during their last song, he jumped in, and was about 6 inches infront of me. That was all good, until people started to jump towards the lead singer. So I got my ass kicked by people landing on top of me.

After Throwdown, me and Chris walked around a bit. We missed Every Time I Die ( I dont mind), and Norma Jean (Pisses me off). But we got to look at some booths, I stole a sign from PETA (Fuck those bastards), and saw some really hot women. We then made our way back down to some seats to watch the next couple of bands.

Strapping Young Lad - The lead singer looks like something out of a nightmare. I just dont know how to describe it. He also had the quote of the night. "Hey you all fucking suck. And you should Blow Me. Hey buy a T-shirt Bitch."

GWAR - Just wierd. Anyone that knows about GWAR knows what Im talking about. If you havent, just bare with me. During their set, they skinned the current Pope alive. Ripped the president apart. Cut the the Head off a gaint Rock Chicken. And killed a Robot.

At this moment, I was getting to meet the lead singer of Lamb of God. Thats right, I got to met Randy Bylthe. Fuckin awesome. Got an autograph on my poster(that I stole from PETA), and my Ticket. Fuckin Awesome.

Opeth - Good band. I called it. 30 min. Set, and they played three songs. Not because they talked a lot or anything, but because each song they have is about 7-10 mins long.

Chimaira - Havent seen this band in a while. They kick ass. The pit was crazy. One of the best live bands there are.

Autumn to Ashes - Didnt see much of them. But what I did see, I will call them the Conan O'Brien band. Because the lead singer had to keep on talking to the drummer.

Clutch - Surpisingly good. They are a hardrock band. Not Metal. And they were very, talented. People should check them out.

Unearth - Another Mass band that has made it. They destoryed the place as well. But it does help to be a home town band.

Lamb Of God - What can I say. This band owns all. Pit was awesome. Expect for this one guy that kept on trying to push people away from his gf, and elbowed people that got pushed into him. Just a hint to that guy, you are at a fuckin Lamb of God concert, you and your GF are gonna get pushed around, deal with it, or sit in the seats. Maybe next time you wont get decked. I fell down and got stepped on a little, which sucked. But they did the wall of death, and it was insane. I probably got punched 10 times in very short amount of time thanks to that.

So thats the play by play, for the most part. There is more I could tell you. But if you have made it this far reading this, you are probably bored out of your mind. And will probably see me, so I will tell you all over again.